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Freedom from the Chains
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Late night Transformer musings.
Shattered
Crushed
Torn
Torn in mind and being for 7,000 years
One awake, one asleep
One in light, one in darkness
One living, but dying
One alive, but not living
An Endless void of darkness separates the two
Drowning the living but dying one in smothering darkness anytime he reaches out to the alive but not living one.
Sleepless nights with dreams of encompassing emptiness,
nothingness, and loneliness
The one who is whole, is incomplete
Screams of agony arise as his being come to light and awareness increases
Piercing blue optics fade away to wild gold as the giant rouses in pain,
crying out in near madness for his other half.
For wholeness.
Here describes the painful situation my OCs Lightning & Thunder must endure for the duration of my Guardian Saga. Lightning and Thunder are a rare occurring pair of spark twins. They possess the ability to combine in both spark and body into their true persona, Stormraider. In my present time line, Thunder has gone missing and presumed dead as Lightning believes he felt his brother's passing. In which case, Lightning should have quickly followed his brother into death as their sparks are dependent on each other. Instead, he only senses a never ending darkness in his spark where his brother's should be. He takes hope in the fact that he's still alive, even though his spark feels like it is slowly dying.
The absence of his brother from his spark causes his spark pulse to become abnormal and erratic. The harmony of the twin sparks is disrupted and Lightning's often suffer from insommia and decreased energy conversion efficiency. Due to this Lightning is unable to assist on the battle field for long periods of time. Over the years, Lightning will fall into a catatonic state from a near spark failure if under great stress or if the part of him that is Stormraider awakens briefly.
If it's not obvious who's who in poem here's the explanation:
Lighting - One living, but dying
Thunder - One alive, but not living
Stormraider - The one who is whole, is incomplete.
Now I'm off to bed, because it is way too late in the night.
*Note: For anyone that's curious the title of this journal is the title of an amazing Christian song I learned in recent years. I would share who composed it originally, but name escapes me for the time being.
Shattered
Crushed
Torn
Torn in mind and being for 7,000 years
One awake, one asleep
One in light, one in darkness
One living, but dying
One alive, but not living
An Endless void of darkness separates the two
Drowning the living but dying one in smothering darkness anytime he reaches out to the alive but not living one.
Sleepless nights with dreams of encompassing emptiness,
nothingness, and loneliness
The one who is whole, is incomplete
Screams of agony arise as his being come to light and awareness increases
Piercing blue optics fade away to wild gold as the giant rouses in pain,
crying out in near madness for his other half.
For wholeness.
Here describes the painful situation my OCs Lightning & Thunder must endure for the duration of my Guardian Saga. Lightning and Thunder are a rare occurring pair of spark twins. They possess the ability to combine in both spark and body into their true persona, Stormraider. In my present time line, Thunder has gone missing and presumed dead as Lightning believes he felt his brother's passing. In which case, Lightning should have quickly followed his brother into death as their sparks are dependent on each other. Instead, he only senses a never ending darkness in his spark where his brother's should be. He takes hope in the fact that he's still alive, even though his spark feels like it is slowly dying.
The absence of his brother from his spark causes his spark pulse to become abnormal and erratic. The harmony of the twin sparks is disrupted and Lightning's often suffer from insommia and decreased energy conversion efficiency. Due to this Lightning is unable to assist on the battle field for long periods of time. Over the years, Lightning will fall into a catatonic state from a near spark failure if under great stress or if the part of him that is Stormraider awakens briefly.
If it's not obvious who's who in poem here's the explanation:
Lighting - One living, but dying
Thunder - One alive, but not living
Stormraider - The one who is whole, is incomplete.
Now I'm off to bed, because it is way too late in the night.
*Note: For anyone that's curious the title of this journal is the title of an amazing Christian song I learned in recent years. I would share who composed it originally, but name escapes me for the time being.
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Life in Real Life
2 min read
Well, I 've been working for nearly 1 and half months now in Brimley State Park in the U.P. of Michigan and I've been enjoying my first full time job after college very much.
Living in the working world has been a learning experience for me since finishing my classes back in December. Learning the art of the job hunt; budgeting for food, utilities, internet bills, college loans, and credit card bills; maintaining and cleaning a house & yard; wanting a dating life. All parts of life I honestly only got a taste of during college itself. I'm hoping in the next year I'm more finicially stable with a more permanent job, the current one is seasonal only, so I won't need to rely on my parents for help, when they've already done so much for me.
All part of life in growing up.
Unfortunately, this also includes the bad as well as the good. Today, in particular, has been a depressing day. I learned on facebook a somewhat close friend from high school passed away less than 24 hours ago. We hadn't really talked in years, but we had worked together on projects in our horticulture class. She had perished in some sort of accident and apparently two lives were loss in the vehicle. What I found out was that the second life was her unborn daughter, who was 40 weeks along and due any day. Also, she had another daughter at least 5 years old, who will now grow up without her mother.
Even though we only knew one another for a little while all those years, I will miss you my friend.
Rest in Peace, April.
Jessica
Living in the working world has been a learning experience for me since finishing my classes back in December. Learning the art of the job hunt; budgeting for food, utilities, internet bills, college loans, and credit card bills; maintaining and cleaning a house & yard; wanting a dating life. All parts of life I honestly only got a taste of during college itself. I'm hoping in the next year I'm more finicially stable with a more permanent job, the current one is seasonal only, so I won't need to rely on my parents for help, when they've already done so much for me.
All part of life in growing up.
Unfortunately, this also includes the bad as well as the good. Today, in particular, has been a depressing day. I learned on facebook a somewhat close friend from high school passed away less than 24 hours ago. We hadn't really talked in years, but we had worked together on projects in our horticulture class. She had perished in some sort of accident and apparently two lives were loss in the vehicle. What I found out was that the second life was her unborn daughter, who was 40 weeks along and due any day. Also, she had another daughter at least 5 years old, who will now grow up without her mother.
Even though we only knew one another for a little while all those years, I will miss you my friend.
Rest in Peace, April.
Jessica
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Storyboard Forum
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Warning, Warning, Warning Photo Flood!
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Character Scenario Fun
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